I keep coming back to this one statement and I can’t seem to move past it nor do I want to — I love my community. 

This is the first time where I actually feel completely “dependent” on my community to provide financially and prayerfully. 18,700 is not a small number and that number has been intimidating, frustrating, and overwhelming to look at but then in my moment of struggle, the Lord comes, just like he promised. He has provided people. 

People I get to love and be loved by. 

I’m absolutely honored when I think about the community I have been planted in and the relationships that have been built on the foundation of Jesus. 

Niceville Florida is a place I call home because of the people who have made me feel at home. 

Last week I read all my encouragement cards (thank you Crosspoint) that have been given to me over the years, and wow. The Lord has brought me back to prophetic words, encouragement, prayers, and scripture through these cards. Thank you. 

I think the best part is seeing how imperfect I have been. I have done things wrong. I have caused hurt and confusion. I have been hurt and confused. And yet the Lord has brought reconciliation and redemption. He has used the seasons of “conflict” for growth and refining. So if you are reading this, thank you. Thank you for showing me grace and compassion. Thank you for supporting me. Thank you for trusting me. Thank you for praying for me. Thank you for praying for my family. Thank you for praying for my future. Thank you for providing financially. Thank you for loving me well. 

I feel it, I see it, and I will not take it for granted.